"Musings of a Slowly Rotting Mind"
people with money. only people with money (via daxsymbiont)
travelling the world, “dropping everything” and moving to another city/state/country, majoring in your liberal arts interest of choice, applying/going to your dream college/university, buying your dream house, working at your dream job, cultivating/building/guiding your own dreams, dreaming. living.
And I’ve realized: I can’t be with anyone else until I’m better
Those are the words: “ I am not a creature that can go without affection.”
Those words capture it all. I realize I crave affection, human-to-human contact. It helps me feel connected. I crave the connection because I don’t feel it regularly. I got some of that last night and it was innocent. This is why I enjoyed it so much. More than a steady hookup or a quick and drunken night of bliss, I want steady affection and intimacy. But this does not change how I feel about not being ready for another relationship. i just want someone to hold and talk to me.