"Musings of a Slowly Rotting Mind"
Breakups are hard. Doesn’t matter how you look at it
I want you to ravage me. Forget everything. Your job, your fears, it doesnt matter. You are here, and that is everything. And I am here. Loosen every tiny button on my shirt, one by one. Pop. Pop. Nothing else matters. Look into my eyes and let everything else melt away. Fuck…
Je vraiment pense de cela. Je connais que cette vie n’est pas la vie que je veux. Il y a seulement un choix. J’ai besoin de courage
I have to end this. You’ve done so many things to hurt me. This hurts more than I have let myself realize. We need to be over. You’re bad for me. I need to be strong and keep my word. You need to find someone else to try to control and belittle.
I know I haven’t been honest with you and I have my reasons why. Mainly because you haven’t been able to deal with the truths I’ve told you in the past. But when you think it’s ok to violate my privacy just to snoop through my stuff I don’t like it. I can’t stay in a situation where you don’t trust me, go through my messages, and I feel that I have to lie to you just so I have less to deal with. This whole relationship is fucked
The snake can symbolize spiritual guidance. The presence of the snake in your life often means that you are in a period of transition and it points to ways promote your personal growth.
Snake could appear as a spirit animal when you are stepping into the unknown and need support to move forward. This animal is typically close to the ground and can remind you of staying grounded as you move through changes.
I’m calling out for help but no one seems to be noticing. I don’t know what to do. I’m stuck and slowly falling apart.